Missing Her
I have returned to Atlanta after being with my girlfriend for almost 4 weeks. We drove to NYC, Albany NY, north Va. near DC, and were supposed to go to Israel (as described in a previous post). It was great to spend all that time with her, but since she is leaving for China for the next 4 months, it seems like it was all too short! Funny how that happens even when the two of us spent essentially every waking minute together. We will do our best to talk nearly everyday, if not everyday over email and/or IM if not via Skype. But physically, I am going to miss her a ton!
- I will miss the way our hands just fit together.
- I will miss the ability to just cuddle
- I will miss how good it feels to hug her and be hugged back in return
- I will miss being able to wake up holding her
- I will miss her ability to make issues and problems just melt away simply by talking about it or with a hug or just a small squeeze of my hand
Essentially, I will miss her more than I have ever missed anyone before!!! I love her in a way that goes beyond what words can describe. It will be hard to go without her over the next 3 months, 3 weeks, and 1 day (yes I did count from when I left till 5/2), but we will make it work because we are not giving ourselves a choice in the matter. Maybe I’ll even be able to see her in China during my spring break? I have to purchase the round trip airfare tickets and I want to wait until she is in China so she can scope out the feasibility of me being able to visit.
Oh my god I love you…
Apparently, I was off by one day regarding when she is getting back. She will be arriving back in the states on 5/3, so add one day to the countdown.